My eyes are bugging me again. They are shaking and not in the normal way. It keeps coming and going quickly. Like within half seconds to minutes. I know that I can see clearly more often than not clearly but it feels like the not clearly it ready to cross the halfway point. Probably because I don’t notice when I can see and really notice when details get blurred. The little push of pressure in my head doesn’t help. It makes me feel wrongly.

I didn’t notice it yesterday when I was feeling great and was super busy. I don’t know if that is because I was distracted or if it really didn’t show up often. It is back in full force today. It seems to be triggering off changing my focus this time around. Whenever one of these things starts up again it seems to be close to overwhelming at the beginning and then settles to just annoying after awhile. Maybe this is the start of a new version of the same old shit and it will become less of a problem later.

I did notice that I have started to try to read things through the bottom of my eyes when I am having difficulty seeing them. Like I have bifocals on which is weird. I know that you can’t use the center of your eye at night because there are only cones in the center and they need lots of light to trigger so you use the side of your eyes to read or see details in the dark. I don’t think there is anything special about the bottom of the eye (which is really the top since the image in inverted by the mechanical process of the eyeball and flipped in the brain). I am wondering if maybe the bottom of my vision doesn’t shake as much as the center. If I can remember and catch when I do it, I might try to see if using the top of my vision would yield similar results. I love being a scientist.