I am interested in the idea of Cuddle Parties. There have been many times I wanted to be in a Puppy Pile and it not be a sexual thing but a human thing. I miss wrestling with friends just for the fun of it. 

So… I find this website (www.cuddleparty.com), and gues what… the next event on the calendar in California is in less than 12 hours and it is free and in Oakland. A perfect intro. There is one in Santa Rosa Aug 22nd and nothing else for California.

I am tempted but I also know that I am in a very defensive state and am more inclined to push people away rather than be open to strangers. Argggg. I do dislike it when the Universe seems to be handing me something I want and would be good for me but the timing is all wrong. Fooey.