I avoid pain. But I am learning to appreciate ways it can enhance things or is appropriate or can be part of growth.

At first I didn’t think I liked even the idea of being spanked. I have found out I do. I am not looking into the whys or where this comes from but I found it to be very inspiring in both practice and in thought. I am still a tender girl and so I can’t take it too hard. I don’t like it for the sake of pain. But I have gotten off on just being spanked before.

I have tried dripping wax and it hurt. We were using regular candles and it was dripped directly onto my nipple. The experience turned me off of that and it would take a lot of trust and coaxing before I would be open to it again.

I see no reason for nipple clamps. They just hurt and I haven’t found a way they turn me on.

No piercings. I can’t imagine what would make them feel good enough to deal with the pain involved.

When I have had too much pain, I crumple. I just curl up into a ball and lock everything outside. Anything that felt good before becomes bad. The way to deal with me is to hold me and comfort me as I get my emotions under control. It feels like I am battling for survival and there is a huge flood of adrenaline that needs to be worked through. Petting me like a child is useful. Nothing sexual at this point. Contact is good to maintain.