Just got stuff from EDD after it being missing from my mailbox for months. I have been earning money off and on and need Unemployment to kick back in. There is no money attached to these forms and I am freaking out.

I know it isn’t really a big deal. There isn’t anything wrong, I earned too much for the weeks I sent the forms in and I need to fill out the next set. But they did hit home the reality of how close to zero I am since I didn’t bother with UI while I was earning money off and on and I didn’t earn that much. I don’t know what they are going to do now that they have my temp agency listed as my last employer. It is a new system to learn. It makes sense that I am a little wiggy until I know how to work the system instead of the system working me. Which means right now it is appropriate that I am wiggy.

But I am still wiggy right now and freaking out. A friend looks to lose his house the monday after Xmas and he has been squeaking by for two years. I don’t know how others do this. I just start shutting down and not doing anything.

Wiggy wigggy wwiggyy
freak freak freak freak freak.
whimmper.
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