I have floor space in the living room and in the bedroom, both!!! The corners still need work but there are big spots of open space now. It only took two days over two weeks, a full panic attack with meds and a number of mini panic attacks that were stopped before growing too big, one crying fit, many many Breathe Deep instructions, help from an outside source, and lots of hand holding and lots of distractions.

I don’t have a clue what is sending me into panic attacks and that scares me. Which of course increases the panic. It is good I did the work because hopefully I can do a better job of maintaining it than when someone just cleans it for me. Although it could go the other way with me remembering how much it cost me to do it this time, I will be disinclined to keep working at it.

I might even be able to sleep in my bed again. It has been over a year since that has been a possibility.