I am not posting as much because I am not stuck in front of a computer for hours. But then again, I am not sure if I am posting that much less than other times in my life. I am not able to keep on the reading and only can spot check now and then.

I am Head of Theater Lighting for Baycon this year. It is much info gathering and coordinating with others to find out what they want and what they can provide. I have gotten enough information to move forward and I am getting bouncy. I think things are going well even with the wrenches being thrown into the works by eleventh hour meetings about rearranging rooms and schedules. I expect that. And I was brought in just a month ago so I am not already worn out and stressed (yet).

While I don’t really know exactly what I am doing, I feel confident that I have a good handle on it and am figuring it out and will have it all working well. I just don’t see any other option. I am in charge of it, of course it will work well. I don’t remember feeling other than this way about other things I have run. It all changes right beforehand and I am sure that will happen here to but it is always like that.

I tested my ex-boyfriend (still a friend) new girlfriend and found out she is the exact same type as me. As a person, she and I are not very alike but how we approach things is very similar. I think they have a better chance than he and I did. And I offered to be a sounding board if she ever needed one for him. He hates it when his ex-girlfriends get along. And we all do. Tee hee. Poor guy.

The job situation still is non-existent. Friends are getting married next weekend. I am working on a bachelorette party for a different bride for con. I have broken the silence with my mother. I am one third of the way through the enneagram panel classes. That is my general update.

I am still somewhat depressed but I am having high points in it frequently. That could be good or it could mean I am speeding up and avoiding dealing with the negative feelings. I do feel no matter what I am doing I am making progress of some sort.

I am enjoying the work on baycon. Maybe this idea of switching to project management is a good one after all.