Scorpio

The Big Texan Steak Ranch restaurant in Amarillo, TX has a standing offer to its customers: If you can eat its four and a half pound steak in an hour without getting sick, the meal is free. Oh, and you’ve also got to finish the side dishes — salad, shrimp cocktail, baked potato, and roll. Only about one in six brave souls succeeds at the test. Given your tribe’s current astrological omens, however, I think five out of six Scorpios could win the bet this week. Your appetite — not just for food, but for pleasure, wisdom, adventure, and self-transformation — is gargantuan.

Hmmmm, I would say my appetite for anything is at an all time low. Both in regards to food (having a harder time than normal forcing food down my gullet, less than half meals but Hey! I can fit into my smaller clothes.) and experience (I can’t seem to be interested in any of the things I have to do). All those neat wow experiences I have had recently (these are the positive ones, not the load of negative ones) are turning to ash and I just want to go back. You can never go back but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to anyway.

Even costuming and posting pictures is really unappealing. And I just got the dress dummy I wanted at Xmas to make more things and all that fabric I got when I went to costume college and I just don’t relly care. I am going to try to do something on Sunday with a friend. This evening I am going to head to Michaels for clay to see if I can make a finger labyrinth. The labyrinth is one project that might actually get me to move.

They say time heals all wounds. Fine, but what do I do to keep me from going nuts while waiting for time to pass.
Peh!