three steps back

Well, I seem to be back in my pit. Couldn’t get myself to work until 11 today. Lousy attitude. I don’t even want what I have been wanting so I am in a position of not being happy with anything I have and not wanting anything different to move to.

Guess having a decent but frustrating weekend cost more than anticipated.

I am so tired and bored with this depression already.

6 thoughts on “three steps back

  1. Being bored with the depression is a very important step. Too many times people just become accustomed to a state of being, and claim it for their own. Like a bad housemate, if you settle, it’s harder to get rid of.

    So huzzah for being bored. Well, sorta.

    1. Sort of, but yeah, I know what you mean, and second the sentiment from personal experience.

      But then, I’m the kind of person who will do more to overcome specifically boredom than I will for any number of other pains.

      –Ember–

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