Chew toy

I have a new Chew Toy. Or I should say, I have someone that convinced me it would be a good idea and I am enjoying myself. It is only a chew toy situation with no real possibility of expansion into other arenas.

On side of me is concerned and a little bit ashamed. The other side of me is saying “Bring it on and let’s dial it up a notch.” Me, contradictory to myself? Why would anyone think that? /sarcasm.

I am a tad leery and am being very careful. But I have thought about it and figure it is an opportunity to learn some valuable lessons about limits. As long as I pay attention to what is going on inside me and actively choose what I am doing instead of just going on automatic, I think it could be all good.

Besides, this could replace another bad for me vice I have. It is good to have variety.

11 thoughts on “Chew toy

  1. The “friend and occasional chew toy” relationship can be a wonderful thing as long as both parties share the same expectations for the relationship. It might not be the ideal kind of relationship to strive toward, but it’s a pleasant way of passing the time when you’re in the between-relationships phase.

    1. What an interesting segway. :)
      Yes, no pattern love for me, but that is ok. I still love the idea and want to do it but I am finding that it will be taking time. I would love for you to bring the ruffles to Loscon so I can take them home for when the outfit is ready. I might even be able to use them as a lever to get the ball rolling faster.

  2. AAAAAuuuuggghh!

    I’m waaaaaaaaaay behind on LJ and just noticed in my pda that I’d missed your birthday last Friday! WAH!!! Sorry ’bout that.

    Anyhoo, here’s hoping that it was a blast and that the next 357 are even better!

    (((((hugs)))))

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